Wednesday, March 4, 2009

A prayer for my love

I had a wonderful day, I started out feeling great(not so great last night I was terribly sick) I felt pretty good, I spoke with Jordan my love as I do every morning-he's been feeling a little bad himself. My good friend/co-worker picked me up and stole me away first to breakfast (at a Mexican restaurant which she's close friends with the owners) then some unfinished business that's been really stressing me out (she was such a LIFESAVER today!!) We went to her lovely home, then work for our schedules and afterwards we went to this donut shop/restaurant that I 've never been (she's friends with the owners as well) we had drinks and a donut as we had a talk with a very friendly employer which appearently has worked there for a long time. (Of course I had to buy donuts to go for my mom and little sis, I love them no matter what) She took me home and I called my mom when I discovered she wasn't there, she was with my brother so I walked over and met her to go for a drive= on the road again. :)

So what could possible bring me down today? It seem like nothing, then I spoke with my love once again, he thought he was experiencing bad allegeries only to finally come to the conclusion that he is really really sick. I told him to get some rest since he already took his medicine. It's been a long time since I've felt heartache but it really broke my heart to hear him so sick, I don't think I've ever heard him sick. I let him go and then; I cried and I hugged my pillow tight wishing I could do something for him and I realized I could, I prayed. I prayed and cried my heart out to God to really watch over him, Jordan's not really religious but I am and I believe there is nothing more powerful then prayer. So I cried my eyes and heart out as I said a prayer for my love, I'm still a little worried about him but I put him in God's hands for him to be better soon, I love Jordan so much and it hurts me to hear him sad or sick just as it effects him to hear me that way.