Sunday, March 10, 2013

Life and the light at the end of the tunnel

Life has been good, sure there are always struggles here and there, but who doesn't go through that? That's life... We just have to see through the hard times as a learning process as we get older.

(sigh of peace) I love when I feel good, I remember when I use to feel down all the time, I can't believe the journey life has taken me on, I just look back and see how much stronger I am now.  Life hasn't always been easy, and my past postings probably seem like childish complaints on love, the truth is, that was the least of my worries before, I've just always been so private about my struggles that I had to release some steam, everyone talks about love issues, they're really no big deal, so that's why I would usually posted about boy troubles, just one thing I could get off my chest without digging deep down into my true personal life.

How times have changed, how life has changed, I don't feel like the same me I was a few years back when I first started this blog.  I took the hand I was dealt and learned to make the best of it, sometimes even bluffing myself to make it work.  That on it's own was the best accomplishment I've been through, overcoming fooling myself.  Now I don't have to, I look at my life and only the good shows through, people don't understand what I've been through to get where I am now, I don't mind, I just don't like to hear that people think I have things easy.  I struggled for a long, and worked hard to be where I am now, who I am now, I'm not trying to brag, just saying, if you don't know me, please don't pre-judge me.  I had a hard life, and I now have reached the light at the end of the tunnel, just barely, but I made it.  Only by God's grace I made it through.