Oh how can I tell you?

(Don't know when this was originally written but for sure it was towards the end when I already had it with the way things were going.)

I need to talk to you,
I need to tell you what's on my mind
Oh every time I try, it seems as if you hide.
Oh how can I tell you how I feel
if you don't even answer the phone?
Oh how can I tell you face to face
if we don't see each other anymore?
I have so much to tell you but with little time
Where do I start?
Oh, my feelings of love for you have died.
I'm starting to feel like I don't want to be with you anymore.
I'm sorry I feel this way,
but my feeling for you have changed.
Oh how can I tell you?
I want to go back to being just friends.
When I do tell you, I hope you understand,
but for now one question remains...
Oh how can I tell you?

(It wasn't easy but I finally did, over the phone-the only way possible. He didn't understand and it seemed like he was angry with me, I think the way things were going, I was intitled to be more mad then him. Oh well... We tried being friends afterwards but it's now been a month or more since we last spoke. The "R" time is now over. Yay time to focus on the present-Jordan! )